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i didnt think that going to a three day 2 hour long school made me this tired. ive been waking up very late this whole week since going back to school. i really dont know why this is affecting me this badly. because of going to school, my routine has been destroyed. i used to workout and do alot of studying and blogging. now i cant even go a day without feeling tired as hell. 

 

idk what but im also unmotivated these days. is something wrong with me perhaps? i feel like lying down in the middle of summer under a yggdrasil kind of tree and sleep there listening to my mp3 player while the summer breeze blows my hair in a thousands of different directions. the wind makes my skirt flows uncontrollably, the serene music fills my eardrums, its playing a terribly arranged indie rock song. i could smell the freshly chopped off grass below me. maybe im in a hill where i couldnt see anyone. sleeping there on my own till the end of time. endless summer, like the last episode on the bully game. 

the scene would also be perfect with a clear blue sky with a big white clouds here and there for some variation. not only that, there will be thousands of daisies and daffodils in the hill, some of their petals are flying around, blown away by the force of the winds. maybe im playing on my nintendo switch, ofc playing DOOM because what is relaxing time without venting all your anger and hatred towards the 2-dimensional dumb satan  A.I programmed by human. 

 

oh maybe a picnic with doomslayer and daisy? oh god that sounds good, if only daisy was still alive. omgomgomg me wants. we'd be like the song "diet mountain dew" except yes, we will be inlove forever. ewig verliebt...

american dream, having a family, prosperous, successful in life, regardless of where and what class i was born into.