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im currently wiping some of the fictions. ill post it soon wwhe n i finished it. but idk where to post it lol what shoulf i do? should i just post it on seperatr blog? maybe i should. ill do that real quick. i booted up my laptop[ im working on my new weblog, when iuts done please read it <3

 

 

so this is how my last few weeks of junior highschool went.

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it was fun, for once in my life, i have something to look back and reminisce to. i got to talk to a lot of people and made new friends. i also caught up to my old friends. i love school for once. my teacher was fun too.everything went so well

me, and these girls, idk im gonna call them kim, tracy, and lucy were playing subway surfer all day long even in our exam. we laugh and cherish each other trying to beat each others high score finally, yesterday i reached the high score of 1 million and 400ish thousand. we were proud at each other. 

its crazy, it makes me i dont know, excited for the next school year man. maybe i could get a friend group. be the it girl, going to the school library studying with friends and go to mall in the weekends, making short video diaries together man. im hoping for the best. 

a note for lucy (the girl from before) (obviously fake name) 

although we dont talk much in our early years you were so nice, obviously were not bestfriends even until now. but thats okay, the littlest interactions we made was enough to make my warm my cold dead heart a little. i know i sound kinda homo now but, well bromance is a thing. 

regardless of our confusing friendship, i will always remember you, maybe everytime i see a girl with a big cute glass clear eyes i will be instantly reminded of you, and when i see a slim tall golden ratio girl i will try being nice to her, she'll remind me of you. 

i love you missy. youre always gonna be on my mind, freshly.

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do you think id end up dead before i reach 21? from my calculation, yes. plain and simple. i wont deny that im smart and my head is clear from all the suicidal thoughts or any sad thoughts, and even if i do have them, those flowers of mind does not interrupt me in the slightest bit. what does interrupt me are these constant need to go out there and explore, exploring the warm vibrant scenery in the west, where sun resides in the last minutes or maybe the cold, thin ice atmosphere of the late night in the middle of nowhere. 

do you think id die before 19? maybe the tendrils of that stupid weeping fig in the middle of my school chokes me while i was sitting and enjoying the breeze of air in the middle of hot summer day. drinking cola alongside my peers, maybe smoking the only-for-teenagers light airy wispy tasteful cigarettes, esse that is.  

do you think id die before im able to drive? ive always wanted to drive a cb motorcycle. it looks macho, and i feel more dominant than the others if i ride it. the girls will like me or rather my motorcycle which smelled like i dont know, money perhaps. i guess thats fair...i mean i love money as well. what kinda girl are you if youre head is not filled money even the slightest. and men out there, dont get me wrong i dont wanna use you for money i would rather search for my own by marrying a rich man that is, hah its a joke. silly men, they are so vulnerable with these type of joke. 

i love men.

ahUT UPPPPPPP!!

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IM SO TIRED WITH SCHOOL STUFF ITS BURNING ME ALIVE. I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH I  HOPE I DONT FAIL THIS YEAR. I HAET BEING A 9TH GRADER I HATE BEING ALIVE IN THIS DAY AND AGE, IN THID TIME AND SPACE. I WANNA GO BACK TO THE FUN TIMES WHEN CAN I BE HAPPY OH GOD I HTEA MY LIFF3333. every1 m

listen. shut uPPPPPP im in a foul mood right. no. w

so NOYT COOL. LIKE NOT GIRLBOSS AYT ALLL!!!

CAN WE JUST ;LIKE ban school from doing natoionla exam or smth its getting boringggg as he;;; liek nobody caressss about your grdwres unless youre somne asian poatrresnts tbh. like why? im just already so tired broooo.... i hate my life. can i judst be marie antoinette, do nothing just eat cake and get beheaded lol bad jioeks/

 yeah butin conclusion school sucks, nobody likes school and maybe thats why i suck at spelking. right anyasy hpws your day? mine was tireng and suckkk i wish pwople liked me more at scholl and someeone would actually talk to me lol jk im famous';,

 

iam about to enroll tpo a public high school \ suprisingluy theyre richer than most of the people i used to be with in my like 10 years of gouing to priveate school. seems kinad girlboss environment plasce habitat 4 mr nglll. 

A SCHW33T PO3M,//.;

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 i know that days like this would come

days where id walk up to the isle with my head down 

the white veil covering my face

and the silent cheering of the crowd

screaming of the cathedral bell ringing

the white rose blooming into red dribbling mess

as i release my jealousy, i sighed

could have not this happening if you would oblige 

now i see red

while you see the green fire swallowing

at last we are together forever again.

3NVY? 3NVY???

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every teenage girl envies at least one of the girl they met in real life or the web world. there would be two results from this bitter feelings, one they would work hard to be like the girl they resent, two they would bully for the sake of their ego and to hide their inability to be like them. sadly, most of us always end up on the second route.