I L0V3 SCHUMANN R3SONANCE!!

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schumann resonance my love 

i luve the science of schumann resonance so much i dont really get it other than its a vibration earth produces around the world. we cant hear it but we can feel the vibration. its like those sounds the space makes on the astronauts records i love it cause its funny and cute like what do you mean you speak in 8hertz just made me giggle like what kinda socially anxious person are you? but i love u though

its like the earth is my little meow meow like bark for me but make it 9 hertz bbyboy awww no need to be so loud yeah just like that mmmrpppbbrrpp mrrbpprrp awww i love u so much earth and like the thundy was like im gonna thund yuo so you can mbbrrp mbbbrrrpppeerrr for your mommy. like you really need to get thunded so you can produce electormagnetic fields surrounding yourself. 

like if you and thundy was like "i hate you" you would practically be naked like my little floating meow meow rock is naked. awwww but its okay dont be shy show some more 

 

them schumann resonance mind healing believers are a different species to be completely honest like hes mine. my schumannizer is mine? wdy, you heal from listening earth moaning after it got thunded by thundy like get the thundery out of here!!! i hate you all!! lets go earthy and thundy. 

i hate my life. the way i cant explain this in a scientific way is so sad tbh. 

im so nervous lol. i wanna break the ice heh. i hope you guys get what i mean with that little femdommy mommy x subby malewife narration of schumann resonance. 

god i hate my life. why did it came to this. i feel like everyday im one step ahead to just end myself i need to work at the embassy soon though lets hope ill be okay i love working omg!! i cant wait to be busy.

catching up

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i might probably make a book 

 

stemming from my fanfic about jason todd lol. i hate myself, but whatever works, works for me. who knows maybe i could make some money with it. i might or might not be a famous writer because of how good my writing is. who knows. although, i dont mind being criticized i havent had one for so long. running further from the words, i am sick therefore i must sleep. and im lonely therefore i must find accompanion. 

i have no in real life companion besides j, a, and s. all im saying is, i think my joke between me and her is coming true. i delve too deep in our roleplay of becoming a femcel girlboss maneater manipulator. if this was a movie id be the most hated character by the male audience. its okay. that means im for the girls to claim. hah that is if i was liked by them? 

regardless, tjisd is real life. ask a few people about me, some hates me, others would be neutral.  its okay. its better than being too liked by the public eyes. but i mean im a hypocrite and im self aware. i want people to like me haha i wanna be popular but that costs us something no? 

unless i really am in a movie (yk truman show type of thingy) id be okay with it aslong as they dont film me beating up that old woman, mary from the park. the police would find out about me heheh oh buit wait, im in a show meaning im above the law. well who would want to see me do nothing but piss and shit in a bucket, eat, trying not to drop the soap but hey unless someone has a "thing" for that maybe.. maybe...

no dummkopf, no. i dont beat people up. im a lanky girl trying to be liked. 

anyways thats probably it for today. in two days, i will be graduating middle school. im very happy it finally ends. yeah.

i should probably make this into a story.

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youre my favourite form of entertainment. i truthfully never took you seriously. like i said, youre a form of entertainment. i will always take you for granted because i know you would be around anytime i need you. i cant blame you for that, if i was inlove with me i'd do the same thing until im sobered up. you dont need to realize that i dont love you, that is unecessary for us. and then when im bored with the shows youre putting up today, ill change channel and forget about you a second. but dont worry, i will always come back. rest assured, you are my favorite anyways so dont worry i always put you on my emergency contact, fast line while the other is gonna only be on my bookmark. 

everytime i come around your place its so 'tidy' and i like that about you, although i like making it 'untidy once i left' more. sorry i always leave you to tidy it yourself the next morning but after a few shots of drinks youll forgive me, and after a few txt youll pay for my coffee, which well i appreciate. also i forgot to say sorry for hanging you up for a few weeks but tomorrow i hope youre free, lets meet up again. lets listen to some songs and throw a party at your house only for the two of us. and yeah i swear i hate my ex i will make sure you listen to how crappy stories about him, and then reasons why i should kiss him in the middle of the rain and call him in the middle of the night just for us to fight the next sentence and then i run back to his house and make out with him completely forgetting about you in the process.

im sad, im so pathetic you wouldnt get it. im completely broken i need you. youre the only one whos been here since the beginning i need you, youre so nice to me im so sorry for always leaving you alone, yes i was jealous of your obvious friendship relations with them girls i just need you to be here. i dont care im not ashamed i need you so bad my heart is tearing apart so please come fast. oh youre here sorry for the sudden red code i just need your company now. comfort me and make me happy wont you? 

GOD YES I WAS LYING TO MYSELF ABOUT IT

I LOVE YOU

GODDAMNIT. 

i hate you. 

i wish you could just understand me. 

gosh im such a mess.

i need a pink hello kitty city bike tbh

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 me if i get my kitty cb: 

Iluv yuop bebe gril

IF you get me a kitty cb i will treat you like royalty. idc, yuor the love of my life i will treat you better tham he could i will kiss u everyday and listen 2 taylor swift if that is what you want babe. we can ride my CB bby its gopnna look good ilyilyily 

me if no cb:

dead

whar is life if there is nothing to cherish?

nothing to be proud of

nothing...

what is life without anythimg to be cocky off? 

we humans are egoistical creature

we need ego

i need ego...

*dies*

GR4DUAT10N STUFF

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i just hate graduation thingy it annoys me sm. especially that im somewhat a speech giver. using german languqage aswell its so hard bbsacbwhwhfb i wann a die. i dont wannna live i hate my life i just wanna go back to sleeping. i hate hate my old school. kill yours3lf sch**l ii hate yuo i hate you i hate yiy i hate yiut. 

no bo dy wants to go here i, not one of them one wants to be here we just hate you school booo booo lets boo them. i hate this hellho,e i thought ill find peace after i graduated BUT NO! I DONT! they force ,e 2 give somekind pf this stupid speech thingy that noone would understand since nobody barely apeak any german hereQ!!!!@@@

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anyways my mom said that shes gonna buy me the piano. im still waiting omg so excited tbh . im sti;; gonna get my stratocaster tho should i get the white one, the pink one, or the red one

weidr WErid stufffffff?

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hey guys, sorry for not updating at all for a few weeks now, im not busy or n e thing i just forgot this place for a while. but i promise i will be posting alot 100% 

 

also i made that "1000 tracks to heaven leads me to you" for you guys to listen while reading my blog posts. i hope you like it. i put some of my favourite songs there like "the other woman"  you should, NO YOU HAVVVVE TO CHECKV IT POUT!!!q#aw!!!! itds so good. it makes me wanna cry always inspire me to write a 50s americana domestic noir stories, maybe set in LA or New York or maybe in the southern area. 

 

anywasys, what do you want to see more on this blog? maybe i should continue the nostalgia series. it would be good i think. or maybe we shoulfd start a new series, about writing a story. something like lets write or write with me ish posts? and ill post my story here the next week. maybe ill do that. please do yoouor best thougjh causre that sucks when i put effort on someting anf people just dont care....

 

yeeehaw anyways im kinda tired i need americano, iced. ill brew some now. i hope you stay a little longer here.