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i might probably make a book 

 

stemming from my fanfic about jason todd lol. i hate myself, but whatever works, works for me. who knows maybe i could make some money with it. i might or might not be a famous writer because of how good my writing is. who knows. although, i dont mind being criticized i havent had one for so long. running further from the words, i am sick therefore i must sleep. and im lonely therefore i must find accompanion. 

i have no in real life companion besides j, a, and s. all im saying is, i think my joke between me and her is coming true. i delve too deep in our roleplay of becoming a femcel girlboss maneater manipulator. if this was a movie id be the most hated character by the male audience. its okay. that means im for the girls to claim. hah that is if i was liked by them? 

regardless, tjisd is real life. ask a few people about me, some hates me, others would be neutral.  its okay. its better than being too liked by the public eyes. but i mean im a hypocrite and im self aware. i want people to like me haha i wanna be popular but that costs us something no? 

unless i really am in a movie (yk truman show type of thingy) id be okay with it aslong as they dont film me beating up that old woman, mary from the park. the police would find out about me heheh oh buit wait, im in a show meaning im above the law. well who would want to see me do nothing but piss and shit in a bucket, eat, trying not to drop the soap but hey unless someone has a "thing" for that maybe.. maybe...

no dummkopf, no. i dont beat people up. im a lanky girl trying to be liked. 

anyways thats probably it for today. in two days, i will be graduating middle school. im very happy it finally ends. yeah.