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i wish i could live in a ghost city from ghost in the shell. its so pretty and aesthtically pleasing. i sure do hope noone is comitting a cyber crime. i want to be Lain and explore the cyber world, meeting people around the globe. connected through the worlds fastest internet connection. we are wired and one in this world. 

the faster the internet is, the faster originality dies. technology transmit idea and information hastily and we all consume it as fast as we can without checking the authenticacy of the information. we are one lazy being living in a dark world full of evil political minds. 

sometimes the fast information sharing and consumption with no second thoughts following, leads to trouble. for example, i posted a picture of bella hadid on her bed, she was under a sheet and was crying. my father saw this and, instantly without involving any concious intellectual activity which means he checks it first and rearrange his thought and opinion. 

i got into trouble. 

i want to escape this small undoubtedly, ugly world. 

i want to escape to the wired, to ghost city. i feel so lonely here without anyone understanding me. i feel so misunderstood with the way i think. its a contradiction with the way they think. i feel isolated and nothing resonated my opinion, noone understands it like i do. 

noone uses their 10% brain capacity and crank it to the max like i do, and i feel like a freak of nature for that. i dont feel superior anymore, i just feel rejected by everyone and everything in this world. 

im hopeless and sad. 

and many people would think the same as me because like i said, 

 

"originality is dead"

 

its hard to find a genuine true to nature definition of something because people bend their meaning from the original source. and with that nothing mattered anymore. but its not to be afraid of, its a competition and a motivation for us, as whole to go on a conquest to seek for originality no? 

in this world, of cyberspace if we can work as a whole and defeat the unoriginality, maybe we could achieve purity. 

i dont even know what im talking about now. 

everything i say contradicts the reality hahah. 

put this into a consideration to think harder. and try to not take my opinion as a whole. make an after thought, a deep one and youll reach originality.